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2005-04-20T18:09:00.000-07:00

science

2005-04-14T20:35:00.000-07:00

oo, mrs lim did this thingy with us. so now, we're gonna do a blog on what we learnt on scince, well, i just use my old one can le.. so anywayz...what i learnt...we did diffusion, osmosis, and sexuality i think, and wat's it called again..haha i go check...ah, yes. transport in flowering plants...that's intresting, but have to write so much. but diffusion and osmosis also, that's damn boring... so anywayz.. i kind of fell asleep during your class, sorry! but i stil know about stuff.. like diffusion defies the law of gravity, abortion, stem sell reseach....well...gtg now...post somemore sc stuff when i get home...

out of sight..out of mind....

2005-01-16T04:20:00.000-08:00

helooz....back again...bleargz...school sucks as usual...have no idea what to bring tomorrow...sure get scolding haha...like real...i so guai.. anywayz...school sucks...i need all the people i can get to pray that it rains tomorrow...please, ok....anywayz..sian of writing...ciaoz...

yuckz...yuckz...yuckz...

2005-01-09T04:17:00.000-08:00

hmm...i'm backk... now i have met all my teachers...let's see...mrs tan, then new history teacher...terror i tell you...the biggest terror i have ever met... then mr wee, my new lit teacher...he's ok i guess....very funny, make the whole class laugh like siao..but i still like mrs peh better, hope she teaches me next year... eng, lit and music!!!!!!..haha..wishful thinking...anywayz gtg, ciaoz...

haiz..sux like hell

2005-01-05T05:13:00.000-08:00

oh well...i'm back...again...with many complaints...first off, has anyone told you, you are very blunt hui. anywayz,my teachers. oh god help me, mrs jane see is my cme teacher, i guess she is quite nice but if you anger her she is really scary,her eyes are huge!!!i actually miss mrs toh now. haiz...my chinese teacher, ms quah is really really nice, but the people in the class sux...i mean, 3 girls among around 25 boys...are they trying to kill us?!?! and i don't know a single person, unless you count 4 boys...whom i loathe,plus other assholes like beniah, don't even know how to spell his name, who cares anywayz...and jonathan wee...blah blah blah...not much right? and we're all split into 4 classes, did i mention i was in the worst class??? i got A for my psle man!!!! isn't that good enough for them?!?! anywayz, then english, same old teacher, ms lam, why!!!! i want mrs peh!!!!!!!! she is soooo nice!!! then maths, same teacher, mdm low, i like her though most don't, oh well **shurgs** hmm...who else...oh YES!! science and pw!!! oh boy...i think i am going to fail this year, and i want to go into triple science man...now, mrs lim...that's her name... she sux...like hell!!! i hope she doesn't find my blog...anywayz, she has this irritating bloody bell which she rings when she wants us to shut up, i mean, shout at us la, she brags she can shout very loudly right, so shout!?!? then in the first lesson, she made us do a quiz about her...HER!!! for what? may i ask????!!!!????!!!! you very conceited isit??? go brag to the other teachers la!!!hiaz...and she has this really soft voice you know, i can barely hear a thing!! haiz enough of her, i might just puke..my geog teacher is still the same, ms...or mdm or mrs, dunno wat to call her now, marhaini....yay!!! i really really like her, she teaches so well!!! and my p.e, oh the dreaded "subject" , teacheris mr norsham!!! yay!!! i guess i mean, apparently he isn't so bad...and he actually ran with us, though i was playing guitar, so i got to skip...double yay!!! he ran with them, doesn't it show what i nice teacher her is??? hmm, think i shall give him a teacher's day card or something...anywayz...oh boy...this is worthy of double oh boy's!!! my form teacher is of course, mr lee, again, heng i not in his class for chinese, anywayz, and guess who is my asst form teacher.......MS TEO...i am so going to die, i mean, she hates my guts, if looks could kill she and i would be six feet under...no...100 feet under, we would kill each other sooo many times...i mean, just because i can't run, she hates me...maybe that should give you some idea why i don't do well in p.e ms teo!!! hate the teacher, hate the subject...haiz...well gtg now...ciaoz...

lalala

2004-12-26T06:41:00.000-08:00

back again... wow i just had a great christmas party at my house, and yesterday i had another two, though i only attended one. anyway...today was with my dad's bible group study... we played tai ti(sp?) they played football for awhile, then hide and seek...i did not participate in the two games... then just lazed around... oh and we played with the hamster for awhile too... then for food...mmmmm....so yummy!!! the turkey was sooo juicy...then we had satay, beef stew, baked rice, pizza, deep fried salmon, mee hoon...and loads more... the adults prayed together and the children played somemore...so damn fun... well tomorrow i hope...and plan on going to my grandmother's house...which was where we had the first party at... going to play with my cousins...haha...sure damn fun...anywayz....i am so freaking damn tired... so i'll write soon i guess...merry christmas everyone!!!...ciaoz...

life sux...

2004-12-13T04:34:00.001-08:00

well, i haven't updated for so long...but i'm back. life is so freaking boring. i need to go back to school though. to buy my blasted books. must i wear school uniform?? blearghzzz...i don't care, i'm not wearing it. haiz...life sucks man.it's so boring, nothing to do at all. just stare into space.and i haven't even touched my homework. tuition and school!!! die...think i better copy...hmm..nahz...probably fail the test on holiday homework. anyway...why the hell must they give a test on holiday homework, totally sickening. btw,Trudy you're la perra más grande que he satisfecho siempre...ok then...ciaoz....

i'm back...happi? i should hope so

2004-12-07T07:19:00.000-08:00

well, as you can see, i'm back. my computer came back to life after this guy fixed it for us. i must really thank him man. so anyway, i'm sure you have all seen anonymous tagging. first off, i would like to say if i owe you a apology, i will apologize. but how do you expect me to say sorry to a person i don't even know, a person who won't reveal his or her identity to me. i don't even have a clue on what i am supposed to apologize for. look, i am sure your pride is wounded, but don't you think you are going a bit too far when you expect me to say sorry to a person i don't know...i have pride too okay, i a lot of it i admit. too much to some people i guess, and maybe okay for some people. why don't you come out and reveal your 'secret' identity, and let the people who tag my blog decide whether i am in the wrong or whether you, are in the wrong.

well, anyway, enough about him, or her for now. i must seriously tag about my trip to Kuching. it totally rocks.

the first hotel we stayed in was really nice, it was a seaside one. i would go there with my friend to chase all the small insy winsy cute little crabs tell we ran out of breath(quite fast for me haha) then we moved to the city, it was alright there i guess, we had a day totally devoted to sight-seeing. we went to see long-houses, a huge cave,nearly died trying to climb up, and a pottery place. then that night we slept like pigs. as we went with christian families the adults would meet once in awhile. twice out of the three times the children met up in the boys room and played card games like crazy. bomb, poker,blackjack,tai ti(sp?) so that was it i guess, but it was really fun, and i hope to do it again. ciaoz...

freakin asshole...

2004-11-15T23:13:00.000-08:00

welll...once again i have made many enemies that one fo them was how shall i say, angry enough? to heck into my msn account. so after that, somehow my computer just dropped dead and died. that is why i won't be able to blog for quite some time. i am at my aunt's hosue now, using her com. thankfully she was in a good mood today. so anyway...this idiot has done agood job of making sure i don't get my account back. enough about her. she is like yilin in the campions ya know. wonder whether she gets banged by a car.haha

so anywayz.bye bye for know, not in the mood for writing.ciaoz...

guys sux...no matter what age

2004-11-01T01:01:00.000-08:00

guys suck...seriously...i shall start with my dad ok. he is a pain in the ass.unlike NORMAL people, he has to start on a mini lecture before actually answering your question. that is so freaking irritating. really really irritating. so...anywayz...that is about it...i don't really want to talk about him here. i want to talk about a human being..i think he's one anyway.. named shaun. he is the biggest pain in the world. not just in the rear, but every part of the body. remember i said something about going out with my cousin, who by the way, is quite a good con-man, and his friend. 'dear' shaun was that particular friend. we have booked and cancelled, book and cancelled so many tickets...i am so sick of hearing that operator. that idiot first says he can go, then changes his mind...because his mum doesn't let him go..then he says he can go again, then after awhile, oh, i'm sooooo sorry, my mum said i can't go. if i ever get a chance to go out with him...i might just kill him. so anywayz...besides those two idiots...hmm...i think today was quite fun. went out with wan ting and joanne to parkway parade. then they made me wait for them for like, around 45 minutes. then they couldn't find me, and i was just sitting on a chair, which was really really comfy if i might add, then we went to eat. we all ate beef noodles, which wan ting found disgusting, and difficult to eat. so we had to wait for i think about 30 minutes for her. then he had some dessert i had soursop with sea coconut and ice, while jo and wan ting had grass jelly...which they said could cut by them selves... true actually. then we just went walking around. then guess what. WE MET OLINDA CHO. she is really cool. so we asked her for some autographs. cool right. anyway...she told us she would drop some tickets for us in our school..but we forgot to tell her to like write a note, so the teachers would actually give us the tickets, not just go to the show themselves. imagine... old teachers at that kind of show. anywayz. ciaoz

what the hell is wrong with me

2004-10-31T01:07:00.000-08:00

you know something. i deleted the post before this one. the one that you read there is not the original one. you know why i did that? because i was afraid. haiz. i was afraid. i never thought i would be afraid ya know.cept this time i guess i was unsure. i wrote some stuff about my ex-bestfriends. but they know my blog, so i deleted the part about them. haiz. i never had this problem before, i always could handle whatever shitty stuff people threw at me. just that this time... i wasn't sure whether now was the right time to make too many enemies. maybe i'll wait untill next year, when i don't think they will go to the same class as me.what is wrong with me. seriously...got to get a grip on myself. ciaoz...

how sad...for them

2004-10-29T21:23:00.000-07:00

blah blah blah, other then a particular incident, life hasn't been that bad. i mean, life has to go on. so, school has ended for me. yippie. now can go out, go online 24/7 too. no one will care. haha. but i haven't let my parents see my report book yet. wonder whether i'll still get my allowance. hmmmm *thinks hard* but anyway, if i don't get it form them, i'll get it from someone else. so for now. ciaoz...

bored...TO DEATH

2004-10-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

hi once again i am back. and i am very very bored. extremly bored. my cousin's friend is once again giving problems, so we have, or should i say, i, have no idea what's goin on now. anywayz... i am back at neopets, playing retarded games to kill my bordom. so , anwayz, i hate my mum -.- she reads too fast. got to go now. write again soon.!! ciaoz...

hmm...

2004-10-22T20:24:00.000-07:00

hi, long time didn't write le. and i think it's the only semi-good one in my blog, without any cursing or stuff. so, anywayz, i am still staring at that nice crack in the wall, which has somehow gotten bigger, god knows why. but i am going out with my cousin and his friends, who are my enemies, on wednesday i think. sad isn't it. forced to go out with them. haha. no la. i chose to, because i need to comit a certain murder. well, that's it for now. ciaoz...

..nothing to say..

2004-10-16T03:20:00.000-07:00

once again, i am back. with nothin to say . i am sooo sick of this. what am i referring to when i say 'this' you ask me. it is the short break that the school had planned for us. the one after the exams. but why am i sick of it then? shouldn't i be happy? cheerful? thankful? instead, i am depressed. why, again you ask? this stupid break has clashed with all my other friends plans. it's either they have not even started the exams, so they are at home studying like the little angels they are, or, they have long finished their exams, meaning, the break too, so they are now in school, getting their results back, while i sit around the house moping. how about my friends? they, have decided that their aim is to please everyone. isn't that sweet. awwww. not. i am so pissed. they have invited this retarted girl along to every, or you could say the only one they have planned so far, 'major' event. why? because of their insecurity. they are absolutely terrified that they will have people hating them, disliking them and what other shit. so, now they aim is to please everyone. HELLOOO i think i have more enemies than friends man. and you think i am the worst. HA. yes i admit..i am not a nice person to be with..happy? i insult curse blah blah blah...at least i'm loyal to people i LIKE ..see the words in caps...see it, read it, remember it. like...not hate..so..if you want to go round pleasing everyone, don't you think you wont be the person you really are? the person who is beneath all the... 'oh thank you' 'please' 'hiiiii' with that shrilly voice of yours. reminds me more of a banshee actually, to tell the truth. so. as they have invited her, one of my main mortal enemies, i have decided not to go. so...i tell them and what do they say? "o...ok...y u dun wan to go? because of trudy isit?change your mind, tell us lor" i qoute. HAH. over my dead body will i change my mind, that is, unless she doesn't go, of course. another reaction is a girl who sounds angry with me? and i don't even know the damn reason. because i dun like trudy? or because i don't want to go because she goes? well it is certainly my buiseness whether i want to or not. wadeva liao..i don't give a shit about you all anymore. ciaoz...

i am so freakin bored

2004-10-14T02:28:00.000-07:00

hello once again. i am sorry that i never blogged for so long, but it can't be helped. but i am back. and i am bored. there are some outings that my friends have planned. except they invites morons like *ahem* starhub, which is obviously a nickname for someone who i deeply loathe...despise. so i am not going, which leaves me once again. BORED. i have tried numerous things, but they so totally don't help. due to another group of traitors... i am stuck moping at home. where i have recently stared at a crack in my wall for killing time purposes.so that is all i have now. any ideas to kill time. please tag and give your ideas. will greatly appreciate it. ciao...

nothin much

2004-10-08T04:11:00.000-07:00

hi people...nothing much to say. in the middle of exams right now, so not much time. wrote this only because i am scared of wha hui wen might write. exams are hard. i had lit today. quite easy actually, but don't know whether will score well. yi shu beat mi lit lit. hardy ha ha. retarded man. miss one mark to get a2. anywayz. maybe the sa2 will pull me up. ciaoz...

dun insult mi friends

2004-10-02T08:30:00.000-07:00

Guess who this entry's dedicated to. Again. It doesn’t take a genius to know.As most of you would have seen from this blog, I am totally pissed with Carmen. Once again. And you ask me, how is this so? Well, perhaps you should ask her. However, for the benefit of those who still do not know Carmen well enough and how horrible she is, I shall proceed to write an essay about her, again. Be honored that I’m insulting you Carmen, be honored that I actually bothered speaking your name, be honored that I actually let your name resound in my blog. Be thankful.Firstly, I am fcuking pissed, no, wait, actually, you know something, I wouldn’t loose my temper over a deranged walrus, but this time you have gone too far. You ask me why? In soothe you know not why thy hatred filled. Well maybe, this can enlighten you. Carmen, I know that someday, somehow, sometime, you shall chance upon my blog, (which you already have, as all can see. Nice isn’t it) and I am not ashamed to leave this hanging here for all to see, after all, after all you've done no one can stay neutral so maybe you should think about yourself. And your fcuking attitude. Number one, while you are snug at home, goodness knows what you were doing. You may seem oblivious to all this but hey I’m telling you now. Why must you go around acting like you are so sweet and caring and loyal? Because I certainly know is untrue. It is so untrue, that I could practically hear the devil calling out your name to join him in the dark side. With your voice and your attitude, I think people would rather be flogged than to see you. So if you're smart, perhaps you should do something right, for a change. No I’m serious. Oh man. I forgot, that is all out of your ability. O I’m sorryy. fcuk.
Secondly, Carmen, i am so grateful to you. For being an abysmal, ignorant, obstinate, arrogant, blinking idiot, moron, ego centric freak. If you have been trying to make my secondary school life as miserable as it can get. I’m sorry to say that. TRY HARDER. As I have emphasized, time and again, not to think that you are king, you never seem to care, much less heed anyone’s advice, but guess wad, you are not appreciating people’s good intentions and apparently, you still think you're right. BIG MISTAKE. Stop walking around with your nose in the air, thinking that everyone owes you a living. Another big mistake. Besides, it’s not good to have your nose too high up, dirt could get stuck in the thick undergrowth of nose hair that is residing deep inside your breathing organ. See. I have good intentions. you could contract asthsma you know, or bronchitis for that matter. Speaking about that, that brings me to my next point. That day in class, I tried to engage in a conversation with you. And guess how she reciprocriated? With a blink, she pretended not to hear me, as if I didn’t exist, and turned around to talk to what, who, I mean would be insane enough to talk to her. So, I guess she was just talking to thin air? Third sign of insanity man. You need help? My family got three docters and one nurse. Need any recommendation? Well there's something I should tell you, BEEGTIME. Oh wait. You probably won’t understand it anyway.
Next. You enjoying acting cool. You think that that will actually make you more popular. Maybe if you quit trying so hard, it just might have that effect. So, I hope you are thinking. Thinking deep and hard. Search inside the innermost of you. excavate your true feelings. And please for goodness sake. Change that freaking attitude of yours. But then again, if you din have that disgusting, stinking attitude of yours, you won’t be the detestable Carmen that I knew/know. In fact, quite the contrary, I have no idea why this happened. And I wish that all this had never happened… nahhhh. So not true. Insult my friends. You’re insulting me. But hey, What's done can’t be undone so for goodness sake. Wise up gal. If you had any sense, maybe you won’t be pissing me off that much. So out of the goodness of my heart, you should change. Make the world a happy place.
Being who you are, I see a dark side of your personality, something which I have experienced thoroughly. It is not the personality who makes you who you really are, it is your choices. It is your choice to try putting everything right. But it is ALSO your choice to think that I’m an absolute bitch. I’m not denying that fact but before you really take it a step further and try to diss me, first think about yourself because you are not exactly being a very nice person either and I know many sarcastic friends who are more than willing to help. So don’t diss me.
I DO admit that I am not flawless, no one is perfect. But I DO try to change. I’m serious. Maybe you should too. Either you change the shit ass attitude you have developed, or you jolly well get out of my world. I’m tired of constantly have to put up with you. And I believe that you too, are tired. So let's put an end to all this nonsense. Well, this mess's entirely your fault, so have a nice time clearing it up!! (=… so, the opposite. I don’t forgive and forget. I hold grudges. And my oh my, you’re in luck. You’re one of them.ciaoz…
Credits.
writer= hui wen
editer= valerie
thank you for reading this. may the force be with you in hating carmen.

2004-10-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

in reply to a certain someone, namely carmen the bytch. here's what i have to say.

firstly, dun act as if the wholeworld owes u a living, cause we dont. being slightly more blessed with exterior, superficial looks is so not a big deal. [carmen, do you get my drift. i mean, do-you-understand-what-i-have said?] hmm. i hope you do. because otherwise, you'd be contradicting your own point about yourself being perfect [ when in actual fact you most certainly are not]. personally, i reccomend a plastic surgeons [ you know, carmen mei-mei, those nice uncles with scalpters? nono wait KNIVES? yes those. they can make you prettier. i swear?] yes carmen DEARR. i hope you know what i mean. because i am taking a long time explaining myself.

SECONDLY, get rid of your big fat ego problem. we know its not your fault that you're born with skin as thick as the ozone layer. no wait. you dont call that skin, that's PROTECTIVE COVERING, you know, the same stuff that seals and polar bears have to keep them warm. yeees. we call that blubber. oh! coming to think of it, no WONDER you can float on water. oh carmen oh carmen. such a blessing. yes indeed, k, no more digressing aka sidetracking.
you know what, say your lucky prayers.

next, please, rid the world of hmm, YOURSELF. you probably couldnt tell the difference between a hippo and an ant. sad, we know. don't worry girl, i feel for you. don't even think that you have curves. i shall contradict myself and say that you probably dont have any IN THE RIGHT PLACES. and besides, what gives you the right to insult me? pls, use a WROKING, FUNCTIONING mirror. i pray that it wont crack k. so dun worry k.

actually, i wanna write a whole lot more, but i scared you get so touched by my ahem, affection and concern for you that you'll cry so ya. i'll stop here k? if got any word dont understand FEEL FREE to ask me. dun worry. i'll explain it to ya.

wadeva

2004-10-01T03:22:00.000-07:00

today was okay i guess. had an exam.english to be exact. went smoothly. was okay, not too hard, not too easy. just right i suppose. didn't scold or fight with anyone today...i think...not so sure. finished at 12 noon, then went home. not so sure what happened after except that i had chinese tuition. then here i am writing this thing. so i guess nothing much really happened today. later going to read the blair witch files, then maybe, but unlikely, study for my hist and chinese test which is next. nothing else to say.

ciao...

freak of nature...oh well

2004-09-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

Today went very smoothly, to my surprise. But of course what is a day without a few minor set backs?

Carmen, was, and is, as usual a pain in the neck, or you could say. The ass. For those of you who do not know her, or have never seen her, you are the lucky ones. Let me describe her to you.

With teeth that stick out so much, it is a wonder how she can actually chew, as you know, you need your two set of teeth to even bite something. Next, lets move on to her face shall we? She seriously looks hideous. Dunno how she can say she is pretty, or even act like a chio bu? If she is pretty, i am the queen of england man!! She seriously needs to take a look at herself in the mirror! Now her body, hmm.... She thinks she has such a great body! Maybe she has curves. But so what? With that kind of face, and that attitude? She is exactly like a sewage rat! Or maybe worst? So that sums it all up for her. I could go on and on, but i shall just give you the general facts.

Now, to move on. As usual, she just has to at least have a flirt each day? what's up with that? And of people it is one of the worst guys in the class, no big deal. So, during maths, i think, Mdm Low had to use the OHP, so they pulled the front curtains...then carmen haddd to twist her body oh so perfectly, so gently, for god knows why, and ask me to pass her the back curtains. For no reason at all. I mean, for god's sake, it was goin to rain. it was already so dark in the room, not that i hate the dark. But not everyone has perfect eyesight you know. The wind was so strong that if we pulled the second part of the curtains, it would 'blow up' and look like a pregnant women. So she got all angry, for who knows why, and threw a short little so called 'cute' tantrum. That was one of them. i would love to go on, but as i have to study, i shall cut it short here. so long, i shall write soon enough hopefully, if i don't smash the computer first. ciao...

why is the world so sucky

2004-09-25T07:32:00.000-07:00

today sucks. that is all i can say...