you know something. i deleted the post before this one. the one that you read there is not the original one. you know why i did that? because i was afraid. haiz. i was afraid. i never thought i would be afraid ya know.cept this time i guess i was unsure. i wrote some stuff about my ex-bestfriends. but they know my blog, so i deleted the part about them. haiz. i never had this problem before, i always could handle whatever shitty stuff people threw at me. just that this time... i wasn't sure whether now was the right time to make too many enemies. maybe i'll wait untill next year, when i don't think they will go to the same class as me.what is wrong with me. seriously...got to get a grip on myself. ciaoz...