once again, i am back. with nothin to say . i am sooo sick of this. what am i referring to when i say 'this' you ask me. it is the short break that the school had planned for us. the one after the exams. but why am i sick of it then? shouldn't i be happy? cheerful? thankful? instead, i am depressed. why, again you ask? this stupid break has clashed with all my other friends plans. it's either they have not even started the exams, so they are at home studying like the little angels they are, or, they have long finished their exams, meaning, the break too, so they are now in school, getting their results back, while i sit around the house moping. how about my friends? they, have decided that their aim is to please everyone. isn't that sweet. awwww. not. i am so pissed. they have invited this retarted girl along to every, or you could say the only one they have planned so far, 'major' event. why? because of their insecurity. they are absolutely terrified that they will have people hating them, disliking them and what other shit. so, now they aim is to please everyone. HELLOOO i think i have more enemies than friends man. and you think i am the worst. HA. yes i admit..i am not a nice person to be with..happy? i insult curse blah blah blah...at least i'm loyal to people i LIKE ..see the words in caps...see it, read it, remember it. like...not hate..so..if you want to go round pleasing everyone, don't you think you wont be the person you really are? the person who is beneath all the... 'oh thank you' 'please' 'hiiiii' with that shrilly voice of yours. reminds me more of a banshee actually, to tell the truth. so. as they have invited her, one of my main mortal enemies, i have decided not to go. so...i tell them and what do they say? "o...ok...y u dun wan to go? because of trudy isit?change your mind, tell us lor" i qoute. HAH. over my dead body will i change my mind, that is, unless she doesn't go, of course. another reaction is a girl who sounds angry with me? and i don't even know the damn reason. because i dun like trudy? or because i don't want to go because she goes? well it is certainly my buiseness whether i want to or not. wadeva liao..i don't give a shit about you all anymore. ciaoz...

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